Sunday, October 10, 2010

Friday, September 10, 2010

Keep Your Hoes in Line.

I love my iphone 4


Like this my baby. I had the white iphone 3 and as soon as i heard about the iphone 4 i thought theres nothing special about the iphone 4 but face time. But i was wroung i cant explain it. But the iphone is better. Even i do feel like its not as big o a difference. But the screen is bigger. Videos look more HD and clear with the new screen they made for it. I havent yet even try the Face time app yet. But now that apple is putting face time in the new ipod touch i know i be able to chat with more of my friends. At the end of the day the iphone gets a thumbs up.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Racist Much?

I just wanna be successful


Everyone haves there own definition of success. Rappers and artist shows us Money Power Respect is being success.But when the money is there and im at the highest point of where i always imagine. What else do i do? Like me personal my definition of success is living with no worry. Not worrying about bills rent debt. Im finical and mentally ready to do whatever i want and please. im living comfortably. Im living with no worries. Like i work so far to get the top when im at the top i dont have to work anymore. But i see dudes like diddy that trys to make 100 out of 1. He never sits still always on his grind.Then others that giving there soul to continue on being the best. The way how success money and power can ruin our minds of whats right and whats wrong. Its insane. i come to realize money isnt everything. Im not living for money. Its nice and there's so much you can do with money. I got a purpose more then worrying about money fortune and fame. im just trynna figure out what it is.

My ex


So last friday was very stressful for me. It was my first day day of college. I was ready and pack but everyone was sleep and i still had to get the truck. Truck couldnt be rented we had to rent a car. Like it was crazy it was tensed. So im piss off. And my girlfriend calms me down. As soon i get off the phone with her its another problem. So i got outside to vent check my phone. And i see my gf "wilding out" on twitter. So that was the iceing on the cake i wild the fuck out. I exploded on her. And i havent heard from her since. Couple days later my mind is like i should apologize to her. We both where wrong but i took shit to a whole different level. i wanted her to feel hurt like i felted hurt. So i said some things outta anger. And idk i didnt only loose a gf i lost a friend. So i had to call her and say sorry. And she didnt forgave me but she listen to me. We can never be how we started in our relationship. Thats what i wanted. When the love is gone what do you do. I remember the first time i made her cry when i fucked up and slept with a girl our relationship/trust went down from there. Im hurt that i wont be able to call her my Gf.But i can still call her my friend shes my diary. She knows and accept everything about me. But you know my mind still wonder how "us" couldve been like.

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